Matters of the heart.

So last night my roommate and I were talking about boys.  We had a nice long discussion about them, mostly just wondering about them because they can sometimes be so interesting (and by interesting I really mean odd).  So anyways, the conversation came to the topic of soulmates.  Until recently I believed in the soulmate theory (you know what I'm talking about here...) but the older I get the less I'm convinced.  I'm not sure what's changed my mind but thinking about it, it doesn't really make any sense.  Really I think we make ourselves into who we will end up spending our lives with, fate or destiny have nothing to do with it.  The kind of decisions we make in our lives have everything to do with it.  But really who am I to say?  I love Jane Austin as much as the next girl but honestly I relate more with the Bronte sisters. I guess it would  be nice to think that there is someone out there who was made for me though, that would definitely take a lot of responsibility off my shoulders and therefore, a lot of weight off my mind. 

Sorry,  I don't know why I'm writing this and it probably makes no sense.  I can't sleep and am tired of just laying in bed thinking about how I can't sleep. 

On a different note, today's high was 64 degrees!  I thought I died and went to heaven.  Also, I don't have to work at all this weekend which is also very heavenly.  You know what would make it even better?  If I won the lottery and could quit my job all together and have enough money for school! Isn't it crazy how slow money comes and how fast it goes?  Especially when you only make minimum wage and only work part time.    

Alright, I think I'll be able to sleep now.

Goodnight!