I realize that it's not like I'm Anne Frank or anything so I have no room to complain about life, but that is exactly what I'm going to do for the next few minutes.
Sorry.
My problem is that I'm not satisfied with anything lately.
I'm here but I'd rather be there, I'm doing this but I'd rather be doing that.
I don't think I'm a hard person to please though....
I hope I'm not.
I just wonder if I ever can be fully satisfied with life? Or is a satisfied life one without progression?
I don't know....
I guess the real problem is that because of this chronic dissatisfaction I never finish anything and therefore; never accomplish anything.
Maybe that's why I'm never satisfied?
I don't think so, I think that I just don't want to waste my time with things I'm not interested in. So maybe I've found thousands of things that I know I don't want to do with my life but I haven't found the one thing that I do want to do?
I don't know...
Maybe I should just stop being so dang, overly analytical and learn to just be happy in the present?
Yeah, that sounds right.
It's easier said than done though,
and I'm still nervous that one day I might find this mythical "satisfaction" and I either won't recognize it and pass it by, or I'll be too scared/lazy to pursue it.
Thats how life goes Kor. You always want what you cant have. Example: I was able to go to paradise. My life long goal. And right when I got there. I didn't want to be there. How does that happen? Its all about attitude. To change your circumstances you have to change your attitude.
ReplyDeletevery true, very true... When did you go to paradise and where was it? Why didn't you invite me??
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