have you seen my volleyball?

I guess there was a fire at Berret's Blossoms and it took out a lot of the power around town

so here I sit.... sad... at my computer.

I decided that I need more of the Doors in my itunes library... and my life.

I also seem to have unconsciously decided that doing laundry is unnecessary.

and I guess I decided that I need a place with solid walls to live when I go to Logan, instead of just living in a tent (which was the original plan and has been done). So I've applied for housing at ONE place. Hopefully they let me in or else I'll have to go with plan A.

So anyways...

I feel really happy about everything these days.

I'm nervous about going on my own to Logan but the excitement of starting something new, that I think I'll love, outweighs my nerves by a lot.... for now at least, I'm sure my nerves will kick it up a notch when the time gets closer :)

I guess that's life though, isn't it?

We go from one uncomfortable thing to another and 95% of the time we come out on top. I keep reminding myself this because I have a real talent of convincing myself that if I try something challenging I WILL fail.

It's not true.

but I've let the fear of possible failure and embarrassment stop me from doing a lot of things in my life, and I really regret it. But whatever...

In other news!

Here are some pictures from the Fourth of July for y'all!

I didn't take very many cause I really need a new lens, if anyone wants to donate to my fund feel free :)

This little girl waved like this throughout the WHOLE 10 hour long parade (ok, not 10 hours, but it was a long parade this year) ...

She started out with a lot of enthusiasm like this:

then she got a little tired near the end but the waving never stopped,

her hand just got lower and lower...

like this:

Mom and Dad on a float!